Saturday, October 10, 2009
1:43:00 AM ●

IM COMING BACK BABYYY!!!



Hi guys!
as you can see from this photo,
im really having HELL LOTS OF FUN HERE!:D

My birthday was great here!
They surprised me with a cake at 12 am while i was watching show.
it was really sweet.:)
cause most of them are good friends made during the trip.

HOWEVER, friends of Singapore,
YOU GUYS DISSAPOINTED ME!
you know yourself!!!!!
i will not elaborate la huh.

sooooo,
IM COMING BACK SOON!
SOOOO, DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH!
MORE PICTURES WILL BE UP WHEN IM BACKK!!!:D

STAY TUNED!:D
Monday, September 21, 2009
5:41:00 PM ●

OH HELLO EVERYONE!
I MANAGED TO FIND A WAY TO BLOG!
SO HERE I AM!!:D:D

ANYWAY, i just finished writing my journal which is due tonight and my brains abit dead now.
SOOO.i will update again when my brain is not dead.

ON THE WHOLE,
the trip's great so far and im looking forward to every bit of it now!:)

PLUS, now i have an eye candy.
hehe.SK YOU KNOW WHO RIGHTTT.:D
thank god i have this eye candy to keep me motivated.
HEHEHEHEHEHHEHE.
hope that ill bring some good news to you guys when im back!:D

okay okay.
i better go now.
BYE.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
12:51:00 PM ●

hello everyone.
its been quite a while.

decided to come here before i leave as i doubt blogging is allowed in china.:S
sooo...

to start the post, IM LEAVING ON MONDAY! 7th SEPTEMBER!
ill be leaving for SHANGHAI for 6 weeks.
not long, not short.
will really miss everything here.
but i will embrace the experience that im going to have there!

things im looking forward to:
xiao long bao.
manicure.
cheap clothes.
cheap bags.
life in SHANGHAI.
-clubbing
-karaoke
-clubbing
-karaoke (HAH!)
going overseas with my friends

Things im NOT looking forward to:
the toilets (INCLUDING THE HOSTEL TOILET)
missing my birthday in SG and celebrating in SH.:'(!
missing my WHOLE HOLIDAY!:'(!
my pooh bears!:'( i really want to bring them with me!:''''(
not being able to see my friends.:'( maybe they wont miss me!:'(
studying there. EW.i know that was the intention. BUT EW.
not being able blog or go youtube when we're there.
SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION!:S:S:S

okay seems like the "things im not looking forward to" overrules the "things im looking forward to.
BUT nonetheless, i will be going there with a open mind and enjoy myself.
WORK HARD, PLAY HARD.

anyway, exams are over guys!
its been only like ONE WEEK and it feels like eternity.
been going to school everyday AT 9 or 11!! for my event stuff and the SH briefing.
so far, i really dont know what to bring.:S
haven officially pack and im sooo lazy.
haha.

anyway anyway, i think my this sem results is OVERRRR.
im so dead.
i screwed up my CMA paper.
it was so bad, i din even bother checking.
i felt like i disappointed ah boon.:'(
(ah boon is a peer tutor who has gone the extra extra mile to help us!:D)
yup.
other than that,
i felt like the rest are okay okay la.
I HOPE and CROSSES MY FINGER.

yup. another update about my life is that....
my event is going smoothly.
i just recently recruited a total of 19 people.
they are wonderful.
really.:)
even though i only saw them on monday,
THEY'VE BEEN GREAT!
i feel so bad having to throw everything to them while we're gone.
and the best part is,
i dont even have a plan on how to communicate and help them.:(
i will pray to god and ask him to guide them!:)

so yup.
with my team of 19,
i have 3 main departments.
-Sponsorship/logistics
-Operations & Dance competition
-Marketing & finance & sales

its really hard to manage because we are starting with a $0 capital.
WHICH IS SCARY.
we got rejected for our $3000 grant and the school's $2000 for dance competition.:(

however, the good thing is,
we've met up with a couple of clubs,
-ZOUK
-Rebel/Zirca
-Social House
-St James
So far, all expressed very very keen interest except ZOUK.

FUCK ZOUK.
even if you dont wish to work with us,
PLEASE BE LESS BITCHY.
fucking nbcb.
knn.because ultimately we are still your customers.
your main source of revenue are your regular patrons.
once they are gone, ZOUK IS NOTHING!
the best part is, you guys have the fucking cheek to offer such a HIGH price and tell me its the peak period EVEN THOUGH THIS IS FOR CHARITY DUMB SHIT.
fucking NB LAUR*.
hope you'll be sacked by zouk soon.

okay whatever.
shall not waste my breathe on that.
but anyway. most of them are giving us FREE/very low prices.
so i cant wait to lock the venue down and move from there!:D:D:D:D:D

yup.
i gotta go soon guys!

REMINDER!!FLIGHT DETAILS!!

Date: 7th September 2009
Time: 1010 am (teacher is meeting is at 7am)
Flight no: SQ 830
Terminal :3
Row: 10

Be there or be square!:D

However, if you are unable to send me off,
YOU CAN PICK ME UP!

Details are as such

Date: 18th October 2009
Time: 525 am
Flight No: SQ 825

BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!

PS: Will be celebrating my early birthday and farewell birthday on sunday with my dearest seven at my house! CAKE NOT PROVIDED! SO GUYS PLEASE BUY ONE FOR ME!! THANK YOU!:D

PSPS: MY BIRTHDAY FALLS ON 29TH SEPT!
thats during the time that ill be in china.
however, i decided that should be nice to all of you and come up with a wish list!
this is to prepare you for my late birthday party, IF ANY.:D

WISH LIST!:D (BHB i know.but WHAT TO DO??)
POOH BEAR TATOO!
earpiece ( mine spoil!)
PERFUME! ( Incanto heaven is nice. So is coco chanel. So is Miracle. So is CK eternity!)
POOH BEAR STUFF! (this, im really excited when im saying this)
- pooh cup
- pooh hair band
- pooh built a bear
- pooh handphone strap
- pooh PJs
- pooh blanket
- pooh bed sheet
- pooh mouse
- pooh key board
- pooh ear ring
- pooh jacket

OKAY THE LIST CAN GO ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.
you get the drift.
i want my room/life to look like this



ORRRR



ORRR
something like this.





haha.
OKAY IM DONE!
its so late!!:S:S:S:S

bye guys!
dont miss me!
if you really miss me,
can skype with me at earth_links@hotmail.com OR
JUST SMS ME!HEHEHE.
BYE BYE TAKE CARE!:)
Monday, August 10, 2009
4:58:00 PM ●

believe or not,
im at a stage whereby i hate everything.

i hate everything about myself,
everyone around me,
everything around me,
everything that's happening to me.
sad.
but i guess if you were in my shoes,
you will know what i mean.
but i doubt you guys know what i mean,
because no one bothers to think in your shoes.
you get it?

nah.
you wont.
no body will.

have you ever felt like you've lived so many years of your life happy,
and suddenly everything starts crashing and everything sucks?
have you felt like youre really not that bad person,
but you realised that actually no one truly appreciates you?
have you felt like you've found your closest friends and they are like your family,
but at the end of the day,
you are so misunderstood,
your world is silent,
you are so alone and no one understands you?

yup.
i know i sound like a spoilt brat.
but so what.
i am.
why should i be matured when everyone around me isnt.

sometimes it really sucks to be me.
its like you've really gotta live to your name of being strong.
how i do it?
repeat this:
"im strong.im capable.im independent."
laugh if you wish.
but thats the only way that keeps you going.
thats how i keep on moving.

i have so much thoughts in my mind.
but i cant express everything out.
theres so much angst, worry, stress,
and the list goes on.
where is everyone when you needed them?
all busy with spouses or they just dont care?


the only word i can think of to describe my life, my emotions, my everything now,

empty.:)
Saturday, August 01, 2009
12:35:00 PM ●

hello all!
its been so long since im here!

school's been SUCKY!
i swear.
im so stressed that my brain is about to EXPLODE any moment!

sometimes i wish i could just SLACK my life away.
but dont worry.
THATS JUST SOMETIMES.
im not going to be a slacker and a loser in the fucker,
like YOU.
soooo, you guys watch me okay?:D

anyway, went to meet zouk for venue sponsor yesterday.
hopefully there is some space for negotiation.:S
will also be meeting my magician next week.
AND ALSO!
i alr have 3-4 posiive sponsors.:):):):)
CONGRATS TO ME RIGHTTT???!!!:D:D

i have like one project i suppose to submit tonight.
BUT IM SIMPLY TOO LAZY TO DO ANYTHING.
i swear.
soooo.
I THINK IMMA BRING MY LAPPY OUT LATER.

anyway, other then school.
my life's a little different now.
when we are stressed up,
who do we look for?
when we suddenly want to complain about something,
who do we look for?
when you see something funny on the streets,
who do you look for?
and when you cant decide what to eat,
who do you look for?

it was you i called.
now,who do i look for?

our love was real.
so real that it stays in my heart forever.
i can still feel it.
but, this love will never be reality.
lets embrace everything we had.
i know you would.:)
12:35:00 PM ●

hello all!
its been so long since im here!

school's been SUCKY!
i swear.
im so stressed that my brain is about to EXPLODE any moment!

sometimes i wish i could just SLACK my life away.
but dont worry.
THATS JUST SOMETIMES.
im not going to be a slacker and a loser in the fucker,
like YOU.
soooo, you guys watch me okay?:D

anyway, went to meet zouk for venue sponsor yesterday.
hopefully there is some space for negotiation.:S
will also be meeting my magician next week.
AND ALSO!
i alr have 3-4 posiive sponsors.:):):):)
CONGRATS TO ME RIGHTTT???!!!:D:D

i have like one project i suppose to submit tonight.
BUT IM SIMPLY TOO LAZY TO DO ANYTHING.
i swear.
soooo.
I THINK IMMA BRING MY LAPPY OUT LATER.

anyway, other then school.
my life's a little different now.
when we are stress up,
who do we look for?
when we suddenly want to complain about something,
who do we look for?
when you saw something funny on the street,
who do you look for?
and when I cant decide what to eat,
it was you i called.

our love was real.
so real that it stays in my heart forever.
i can still feel it.
but, this love will never be reality.
lets embrace everything we had.
i know you would.:)
Monday, July 20, 2009
11:38:00 PM ●

Hello youall!

this weekend was so pack!:D
but it was probably one of the weekends i probably really really look forward to.
BECAUSE THE WEEKDAYS REALLY SUCKED!:(

So anyway, starting from Friday.
Met up with everyone and we went to goodwood hotel to eat DURIAN DESSERT.
well, it wasnt as great as how some of them proclaimed it to be.
HAHA.
like seriously.
was quite disappointed.
the only thing i liked was the CREPE thingy!:D
Macs at lido after.
and HOME SWEET HOME.

Next day,Saturday.
IT WAS JULIAN'S WEDDING AT RISEN CHRIST.:D
Love weddings.
although im fucking scared to get in one.
just look at the divorce rate nowadays.
like seriously.:(

so yah.
the bride was glowing.
and so was julian.:)

Headed home after cause i was FUCKING TIRED.
went home.
but i couldnt sleep.
NICE.
so i just watched TV all the way til it was time to go town for HARRY POTTER.
hehe.
i din think it was THAT BAD.
really.
at least the sleeping queen, (thats me.:)), din fall asleep in this movie.
HAHA.
Then it was slacking outside cathay.
it was fun cause fatmaid was such an entertainment.
just look at facebook and youll know.

yup.
so it was MAHJONG AFTER.
muahaha.
its been so long.
and my hands were so ITCHY.
i won like $4.:S
slept at like 4 plus i think.

next day was shag day.
haha.
rot at home til it was time for ASHLEY'S 21st BIRTHDAY!
Not too bad.
went with my sisi and her bf.
Alph was there too.:)
haven seen him in a while.
then it was home sweet home after.

yup.
busy or what.
HAHA.NOT.
was rotting half the time at home in the day.
guess im a night animal.

talking about night animal just reminds me of my STUPID event.
i swear.
im starting to get damn sick of it.
anyone who wants to join me, PLEASE,COME ON BOARD.

this burden/stress is really STRESSING ME OUT.
i can have nightmares just on this damn project i brought upon myself.
DAMN.
but if it succeeds,
its a bloody impressive achievement.
i swear.
SO IF YOU CANT JOIN ME,
COME AND SUPPORT MY EVENT AT LEAST OKAY??

so yah.
thats all imma say now.
damn tired.

so long guys.:D

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )